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[25 Jan 2004|06:51pm]

blkxmrktxprozac
This community is officially closed. You are re-opening in a new community. If you wanna follow us, we are now located at rapturerope
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Love will be the death of us all. [25 Jan 2004|10:38am]

scat729
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sex. [21 Jan 2004|09:33pm]

scat729
when did sex start to mean everything? when did everything else in the world go to hell and the only thing that mattered was fulfilling sexual desires? i'll never understand. i mean ok, humans truly have two purposes, reproduce and die, fine. but what happened to people just being happy having snowball fights? or playing tag? ok, fine, those are lame examples, but what the fuck happened to living life? when did every decision you make HAVE to revovle around sexual benefit? i mean, i can't say i'm not a victim of this. i've made conscious changes to avoid being further sucked into this hole that is sex, and it's working quite well, but like, what the fuck? when did people start getting judged on how far they were willing to go? or how far they had been? when did people start to care about who hooked up with who and when and where and if they were sober and what they did? what the fuck ever happened to innocence? i mean, sometimes when i hear people's conversations i'm nothing short of disgusted. then i think of shit under my own belt, and i'm like damn. i feel like such a hypocrite, but at the same time, i'm not what i once was. but i guess that's why my thoughts disturb me so much. the things i seem to wonder about either seem so insignificant or plainly, wrong.
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hey look at meee [21 Jan 2004|02:03pm]

hkwoodchuck
[ mood | curious ]

im lj user hkwoodchuck i only join this community cus i read some poem thing from on of ur users it was awsome i luv it i asked him or her sorry im real scrapped for info i dont have a clue but its cool i guess... well any way basicly look up my lj info if u wanna i just have slipknot lyrics in my bio so ill inform u girls/guys

21/m californina
my name is ryan
i am sad and emo all the time
but i hate emo music, i like slipknot better to help me vent my anger and pain i luv that band
any maggots in here
i am shy
i luv music


mabey a bunch of nonsense
i dont know

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how strange it is to be anything, at all. [16 Jan 2004|01:48am]

scat729
you ever get that feeling of "where the fuck did i go wrong?" or "what the hell am i doing?"

my life seems like a cycle of bad decisions and mistakes, yet i lack regret of any kind. i mostly live by the motto that if it made you happy at the time, you can't regret it.

my thoughts bother disgust me. i feel guilty just for thinking about things. not like dirty things, but just certain things. i feel guilty for things i've never done. i feel guilty for other's actions.

i don't like light. i'm not quite sure why. my room is always dark. i never open my window shades unless my mom comes in and does it. i never have lights on unless i'm doing math hw on the floor. i thoroughly enjoy darkness, but i'm not quite sure why.

i love to be around people. being alone makes me feel very paranoid/insecure/lonely(duh). i'm not one who can spend a friday night in their room contently.

i hate the idea of choice. which is ironic because though i love to be in control, i want someone else to make my decisions for me, just as long as they're what i want, or at least what i think i want.

i hate how people tell you things that you either don't want to know, or that because you do know, make you wonder about other things.

i hate wondering if i made the right choice.

i love knowing that i did.

i hate when you have what you want, but other options arise which make you question it.

i want to be decisive.

i want to be confident, not socially, but in decision making.

above all, sadly enough, one thing i truly crave is love, i would love to be loved.
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Surveys and Quizzes [15 Jan 2004|04:33pm]

pixiee
[ mood | dorky ]

2 surveys and 2 quizzes I snatched from some random journal I found while looking for Evanescence screencaps. XD XD Posting here, too, just 'cause I'm bored and I'm hoping to start some other little survey-postin' trend. HA. XD

Well, actually, I'm just bored. :P


Survey Me 1Collapse )

Survey Me 2Collapse )



And Buffy Quizzes. Since I heart me some Buffy muchly. Yep.


What Season's Buffy Are You?




What BtVS Weapon Are You?

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Song Suggestion [15 Jan 2004|05:26am]

pixiee
[ mood | busy ]

Recently fell in love with a certain song, and I thoroughly recommend it to you peoples:

"Superstar", by Tegan and Sara

LyricsCollapse )

Enjoy! XD XD

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[15 Jan 2004|02:05am]

scat729
01 Using band names, spell out your name. ( minus 'the's in names )

Zebrahead
Unsung Zeros
Built to Spill
Iron Maiden
Nirvana

Ziggy Marley
Audioslave
Verve Pipe
Elliot Smith
Reggie and the Full Effect
Incubus (for lack of other I's)

02 Have you ever had a song written about you?
- hah, yes actually, and it's fucking awesome

03 What song makes you cry?
no song actually makes me cry, but i believe the song that makes me the most depressed is runaway train by soul asylum

04 What song makes you happy?
happy frappy by guster

05 What do you like to listen to before bed?
music, the genre doesn't matter so long as it isn't rap, hip-hop, r&b, or pop. well, it can be rap as long as it's tupac, outkast, sage francis, or aesop rock

06 Name a song by Coal Chamber:
no clue

07 Who was / were your idol[s] when you were younger?
raffy/kurt cobain/bob marley

08 First album you ever bought?
dookie by green day, but the first album i ever received was land of broken hearts by royal hunt.

09 Name a song that reminds you of someone and why?
only the good die young by billy joel, my brother because he got the live cd just before he left for college and it was always on.

smells like teen spirit by nirvana - theo, we used to headbang to it when were 4

wonderwall by oasis - sarah k, because i always used to play it for her

you'll never know who she is by unsung zeros, tali, because i was debating using that or my own words when i asked her out (the first time) lol.

i could keep going but i get the feeling i shouldn't
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just an intro [15 Jan 2004|01:48am]

scat729
well, this is just the second community i've joined, and i joined the other one like 10 minutes ago. my name is zubin, but for your convenience, you can just refer to me as z, that is, if in fact you do refer to me. i'm 15 and live on long island in ny.
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[11 Jan 2004|05:33pm]

jennifersi89
*to those who care*

This song Seventy times 7 by Brand New is sooooooo funny... its my happy song hehe...if you like punkish rockish types of bands, i suggest you download this song xD
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[07 Jan 2004|03:30pm]

pornstarninja
people should really post here more....




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^^isnt that sooooooooOOOooooooooOOOOoooooo cool?!!?!1
im so easily amused.


bye.
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I have returned! [03 Jan 2004|09:32pm]

blkxmrktxprozac
[ mood | cold ]

01 Using band names, spell out your name. ( minus 'the's in names )

Jennifer Lopez
Aaliyah
Madonna
Eve
Shakira

Wallflowers
India.Arie
Lil Kim
Ludacris
Incubus
Alanis Morissette
Macy Gray

(As for the last name, that's a no-can-do. ;) Anyone who knows it, feel free to think about it IRL. :P)


02 Have you ever had a song written about you?
- Not that I know of...

03 What song makes you cry?
- Perfect~ Simple Plan, Family Portrait~ Pink,

04 What song makes you happy?
- Outkast~ Hey Ya

05 What do you like to listen to before bed?
- I have one of those dorky sound-soother machines...

06 Name a song by Coal Chamber:
- ...

07 Who was / were your idol[s] when you were younger?
- The Pink Power Ranger, j/k! All of the boy bands... yeah. I wanted to be famous!

08 First album you ever bought?
- Does anybody remember those three black english girls? Cleopatra? That was their name, anybody remember? Yeah...

09 Name a song that reminds you of someone and why?
- Red Ball of Death (a song written by my friends) It makes me think of Amane, Missy, and Blue and our year in gym class. ;(

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[28 Dec 2003|05:47pm]

jennifersi89
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Whoa...is blurty and live jouranl made by like the same people? THEY ARE EXACTLY THE SAME! (sorry im not too observant..)

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[23 Dec 2003|03:58am]

heartsxspades
[ mood | tired ]

01 Using band names, spell out your name. ( minus 'the's in names )

Nonpoint
ICP
Count the Stars
Outkast
Linkin Park
Evergreen Terrace

Mad At Gravity
Averi
Run DMC
Incubus
Everclear

(As for the last name, that's a no-can-do. ;) Anyone who knows it, feel free to think about it IRL. :P)


02 Have you ever had a song written about you?
- =/ no. i wish.

03 What song makes you cry?
- "Emotionaless" by Good Charlotte, "Perfect" and "Meet You There" by Simple Plan.

04 What song makes you happy?
- "Sell You Beautiful" - RX Bandits

05 What do you like to listen to before bed?
- Whatever CD I pop in.

06 Name a song by Coal Chamber:
- "Funeral Flights"

07 Who was / were your idol[s] when you were younger?
- Paula Abdule (sp?)

08 First album you ever bought?
- Pure Moods

09 Name a song that reminds you of someone and why?
- "It's Tricky" - Run DMC cause david sings it all the time and it's grown on me. I love it now. And I love thinking about david. win-win situation. :D

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Survey Thingie. [21 Dec 2003|12:42pm]

pixiee
[ mood | apathetic ]

I thought this looked cool, so I did it, will post it here. Oooh, if I'm lucky, maybe I'll start a long line of posts replicating this. XD That'd be trés with the niftay.


Taken from irda:

01 Using band names, spell out your name. ( minus 'the's in names )

Metallica
Eminem
Linkin Park
Insane Clown Posse
Smashing Pumpkins
Shakira
Aaliyah

Cold
Limp Bizkit
Ayumi Hamasaki
Incubus
Rasputina
Enya

(As for the last name, that's a no-can-do. ;) Anyone who knows it, feel free to think about it IRL. :P)


02 Have you ever had a song written about you?
- Yep. Not that it was very nice with the lyrics, but.. XD

03 What song makes you cry?
- Undeniably, "Hurt" preformed by Johnny Cash. It's made me cry ever since I first heard it on VH1. ... Not that the video helped, either.

04 What song makes you happy?
- "The Bad Touch" by The Bloodhound Gang ;D

05 What do you like to listen to before bed?
- It used to be Michelle Branch's "Something To Sleep To", but now it's just whatever's on TV.

06 Name a song by Coal Chamber:
- ...I've no idea who that band is. **hides**

07 Who was / were your idol[s] when you were younger?
- Oh, damn.. uhm, Madonna, I'm thinking. I thought she was mad-cool.

08 First album you ever bought?
- The first Britney Spears cd. XD Don't bitch-slap me. :P

09 Name a song that reminds you of someone and why?
- Shakira's "Objection" - and it reminds me of good ol' blkxmrktxprozac, because he is/was severely Shakira obsessive, and it just... does. XD

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[21 Dec 2003|11:21am]

pornstarninja
kinkyxkitty told me to join here so i did because im a follower and i do what everyone tells me to do. i suck. hi.
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*blinks* [19 Dec 2003|12:51am]

pixiee
[ mood | creative ]

Okay. XD I need to post in here, anyway.

Buffy The Vampire Slayer
1. Are you male or female? I'll Never Tell
2. Describe yourself: I've Got A Theory
3. How do some people feel about you? Bunnies
4. How do you feel about yourself? Where Do We Go From Here?
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: Dawn's Lament
6. Where would you rather be? Walk Through The Fire
7. Describe what you want to do: Rest In Peace
8. Describe how you live: Going Through the Motions
9. Describe how you love: Under Your Spell
10. Share a few words of wisdom: Life's A Show


WHEE. XD XD

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Hmm.. [18 Dec 2003|10:31pm]

usuckbutt1904
[ mood | tired ]

I had a kind of crappy day, but I guess High School is just that way eh? Thank goodness tomorrow is the last day, then I get 2 weeks off..grr..tomorrow is going to be the longest day EVER..we have an assembly that the school band and chior are going to be performing in..yay..NOT!!

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[18 Dec 2003|06:19pm]

kinkyxkitty
Eighteen Visions
1. Are you male or female? Diana Gone Wrong (tis a girls name)
2. Describe yourself: Psychotic Thought
3. How do some people feel about you? Raping, Laughing, Tasting, Temptation
4. How do you feel about yourself? I don't mind
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: Dead rose
6. Where would you rather be? in the closet
7. Describe what you want to do: russian roulette with a trigger happy manic depresive
8. Describe how you live: slipping through the hands of god
9. Describe how you love: Motionless and white
10. Share a few words of wisdom: Wine em' dine em'sixty-nine em'
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ugh. AGAIN!? [17 Dec 2003|08:37pm]

heartsxspades
[ mood | annoyed ]

KILL HANNAH
1. Are you male or female? Boys & Girls
2. Describe yourself: Unwanted
3. How do some people feel about you? They Can't Save Us Now
4. How do you feel about yourself? It's Raining All The Time
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: 10 More Minutes With You
6. Where would you rather be? Lookin' At The Stars
7. Describe what you want to do: Race The Dream
8. Describe how you live: From Now On
9. Describe how you love: New Heart For Xmas
10. Share a few words of wisdom: No One Dreams Anyway

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